The other night, I asked God to explain to me in a dream exactly why I’m destined to spend my life alone. I asked for the dream to be thorough and clear, and for the ability to remember all of the details. This is what followed. I woke up at 4:40 am remembering…Read more »
Ugh. There has been so much lately that I’ve wanted to say, and it has all piled up. I’ve started blog post after blog post, never finishing or sharing. At this point, I feel like I’m going to explode. And Also, I don’t even know where to begin. I am going to start with a…Read more »
I am a part of a running group that chooses a cause or charity every month as their focus. Everyone in the group donates towards that cause. We get a ticket in a raffle for every mile, or 20 minutes worth of exercise we do each day. At the end of the month, the tickets…Read more »
Stop. I am still here.
Something’s gotta give.
I would’ve died a thousand times over if it had been up to me. Every time my heart broke or doors closed or I glimpsed my reality with honest eyes. It seems no matter how hard I sleep it never is enough. Nightmares that I can’t recall always keep me up, or wake me just…Read more »
I’ve been going back and reading old posts, which I never do. My mind has been revisiting the things I used to feel, and I happened to be led there. It might not be a good idea, but it is a good reminder from where I came. I’ve been reading a lot of my posts…Read more »